batteryorganic

Favourite. Ever. Reminds me of my best shifts at work & endless supplies. It is like living black&white, three months ago and now- going from seeing hundreds of my "friends" ever week to barely seeing one. Going from every day promise to never have a session again to feel the rush making you the happiest you have ever been and you always want this again. Ever time you say it is the last and every day is another blur and cabs home at 7am. I miss it and I don't miss it. People say you get addicted to things but you don't, it's a matter of wanting a million different things at once but choosing the easy way out of enjoying your dull life. Take this and your magically more amazing life and dreams bigger than your head will start and it will be a never ending process until you wake up to a rainy day and a feeling of waste. This will take you to the top of the world and further down in nothingness than you have ever been. A constant flow will give you an illusion of everything you could ever want and more and it will make you live your life in an unbreakable bubble so thin that one day it will break and your days on top is not even a memory you have and you realise that everyone around you have gotten to a place you never been.